308. The mice still wanted to speak with the goat but they and the goat were disappearing

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As it happened to me many times before, I was planning to paint big parts of the picture and use a few different colors to help identify different entities or things that happen in the picture.

Still with the same intention, it came to me to jump to a different portion of the drawing, near what I came to call the mice, so that I could better imagine what color I’d give to one mouse’s back. And suddenly, looking at the whole picture, I knew that it was finished, and the meaning came to me, as it is in the headline for the entry. Until then I did not even think about mice and a goat.

It is an interesting thing, isn’t it? I start with one thing in mind and end up with another.

This change that happens within a creative process is not an exception to the usual way things go. I believe it happens in every creative process. As a creative process goes on, because of allowing it to happen through us, our perspective changes. We become better connected with the place from which the creative process comes from. Creative processes happen not only in the arts but also in many other activities, when we really put our hearts in what we do.

Why? What does this mean?

The answer is in the following of one’s heart.

When we follow our thinking processes, we can’t but be limited to what is kept in our minds, which is what we have learned. We can learn more before we make a new decision, but still, we will be again limited, this time to our extended knowledge.

Creativity is different. When we get into a creative flow we let our minds rest and we open our inner listening to what may come from the infinity of all that is. This is what I call intuition, which is: Knowing without the need to think about it. If you do these things, you probably know that creating or letting intuition come through us, feels so much better than trying to solve problems through thinking. The intuitive flow is what brings us into a deeper state. Our perspective changes and with it our aims, the ways we think and act and our choices.

In a way, getting into an intuitive flow is like climbing a mountain to be able to see a wider area to understand it within a bigger context.

So it is natural to start a work of art, aiming at one thing and to end up in a different place.

In my case here, the mice who still want to talk with the goat represent ways of understanding of my life that are based on ideas that I had stored in the subconscious in early age and that are still active today.

I feel something went wrong and I want to fix it. I, represented by the mice, want to talk to the goat. The child wants to discuss an unfinished business with the parents or with his world.

At the same time I keep getting better at going deeper, and from there both sides of the conflict are seen as what had been created by the same intelligence, to enable experiencing this unique conflict and maybe to enjoy the deeper satisfaction of freeing ourselves from it, realizing that it is a game after all and it will change when our belief in its truth will end.

This is what healing is. This is what meeting your true self means.

Everything is changeable. The two sides of the conflict were invented for their enactment on the stage of life. One of the sides is what I call “I”. The other side is mostly the other people around me. I had my extensive experience of living the conflict.

The show has ended now.

The lights in the hall came on.

It is time for curtain calls. And then: What will be the next show?

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4 Responses to “308. The mice still wanted to speak with the goat but they and the goat were disappearing”


  1. 1 Joni February 18, 2019 at 7:49 am

    Do you know the writings of Simone Well?
    There is shared vision of reality & spirit both in how you two express conscious awareness… Finding your writing helps me understand hers more fully and hers set me up to immediately grasp your concepts. Such a treat. Thank you.

  2. 2 intuitiveflow8888 February 18, 2019 at 12:14 pm

    Indeed it makes me feel good to read that something that I did was a treat.
    For me, the writing itself is the treat, as it connects me to that state where everything feels good. I don’t know Weil’s writing. It just so happened.
    The mice wanted to talk with the goat.
    Thank you Joni. Good to read you again.
    Love,
    Giora

    • 3 Joni February 21, 2019 at 10:17 am

      Weil, a mystic and philosopher wrote, “Art is the symbol of the two noblest human efforts: to construct and to refrain from destruction.”
      And isn’t that where we find love… in the void.
      This is why I enjoy your postings- when they present struggle they do so without the anguish- when they present awareness they do so without attachment- guiding heart and soul to transform.

      Eternity resides within us and the practice of touching that shore lights up my life. Radiating that is my daily desire. Your site helps me tend the glow. Love, Joni


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