406. The inner sun

This is the first painting on a new batch of water color paper from Italy.

It is cold pressed, but quite smooth. And the sizing is such that it lets the pigments sink into the paper, instead of keeping therm on the surface, as my previous paper did.

It surprised me, but when I saw this I decided to go along and have softer colors than the usual. After all, I can always strengthen some colors by painting a second layer.

When unexpected things happen to me while I paint, I tend to accept  them as what had to happen. This is how life appears to me and it is my path of the moment.

Now I remember that I actually wanted to have a softer painting, after the harsh effects that one of my previous papers caused by its coarseness and the different sizing it had.

As in many others of my paintings there are hints of fields, trees, clouds and an animal. Here the animal has the body of a big bird but with four legs. I do not think when I paint. If a line suggests itself I make it. Then I add colors and let the suggestions of shapes and colors come to me spontaneously. I do not plan and I never know how the painting will end. I like the unexpected. If I knew how I wanted it to end, what would be the point of making it?

There were two spots that I strengthened after it was done. The place where the brown is almost red, and the darkest green on the tree. Then I knew that it was finished.

I wrote down what I saw. Soft, warm colored fields, something that walks, sun, and the leaning of everything towards the right, as in the handwriting of many people.

I wrote a few versions of crude poems, trying to make sense of what I see. Then shortened and shortened. I took out from the poem everything that was not essential. I was left with this:

We are going to the inner sun

Through our inner fields

That soften as we pass through them.

405. How an animal moves

If you try to explain

How an animal moves

You’ll see

That it does not end

In the here and now.

It always goes

To endlessness.

404. Dodo

When you look up

To the sky

In a clear night

You can see

A dodo

Who is extinct

But is being represented

By rubies

In the sky.

In the same way

A simple piece of ground

Can be a throne

And a halo

That an angel

Cannot stop himself

From playing with

Can turn into

A motorcycle wheel

In our troubled times. 

403. Red

Red

That day
The body was made
Of dry twigs.

It walked across the
Blue mountain ridge.
But the ridge was not
In this world.
It belonged to a place
Where meteorites
Fall in the white sky.

The body took
Two clouds of dust
With it
And its heart beat
Red, red and red.

402. Drowning

Drowning

Like foam
Like sticky spider web
The character
Wraps itself around
His true nature
Afraid
that he will drown
Inside the endless sea
Of who he is.

401. Not even this

Not even this

Veils
In the shape
Of a cliff
Or like a sky rearranged
And lights
That shine
Between the silence
And what is
Not even this

400. A place you do not yet know

Soft clouds
Open up like wings
To wake up
The little houses
That are held
By the weave of the world.

It is time, they say,
To cross the bridge
Near the place
Where the sun ends the day
To a place
That you do not
Yet know.

399. Trickster

For a moment 
He appeared
Tricking all the world
Into being.
Then he left
Into the wind
As if
He never was.

398. There is no house

There is no house

The sky came
From all directions
With little lights
To celebrate
The structure that you made
Around your house
To keep and to repair it.

The structure moves,
It grows, it knows..

But look!
There is no house inside.
Just sky.

397. A starred Review

My book: “Opening Intuitive Flow Through Artwork” received a starred review in Kirkus Reviews journal. It will appear in the July issue. Until then it is possible to read the review on their website. Here is the link, if you want to read it:

https://www.kirkusreviews.com/book-reviews/giora-carmi/opening-intuitive-flow-through-artwork


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