Woken up around 3:30 at night, with the whole body trembling. I feel as if a different energy than my usual is entering my body. Maybe it is a dream and I am only half awake. I want to stay with it and allow the process to happen. After a while it is so uncomfortable that I get up and come to the studio. I turn on the light above the table.
I have been meditating a lot in bed at night. When the pain wakes me up I meditate. I connect with the feeling of “I.” I can experience how the body happens with all that happens in it. It is being manifested into being all the time. And I am watching everything. Then I fall asleep. The drawing is also about moving back and forth between the physical and the non physical.
Quite here but disappearing
Look
It is light blue outside now
Quite here but disappearing
And that’s the way it goes
The fruit that you are waiting for
Looks like leaves
But it is not
It is the body of the dream
In this cool air
Quite here
But disappearing.
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