intuitiveflow

Complete as it is

I learned healing-from-far in a course that was given by an organization called Consciousness Research. The organization was created by Laurence LeShan, as part of his research into the possibility of non-local communication and influence. The experiment succeeded and the organization stayed intact and continued teaching how to heal from far, for many years.

After we learned how to do it, we worked on each other, to practice what we learned. People had very vivid visions when they went through both being healed and giving healings. As I was seeing myself soaring higher and higher into the sky, passing the towers of a church and a Tibetan saint sitting on a cloud, the woman who did the healing on me saw this:

Two white eagles came to us. Each of us climbed on the back of one eagle. The white eagles flew to the sun. They entered an open gate in the sun and flew through a long corridor to the center of the sun. In the center was a big altar. We dismounted the eagles. In the middle of the altar stood a sculpture of an erect penis. Two people stood on both sides of this sculpture. One of them was my mother and the other was my father. Both of them (already dead at that time) let us know that they loved me very much. After they said this, we climbed the eagles again and they brought us back to the room.

The two green shapes in the depth layer of the drawing remind me of my mother and father. My healing from the pain, I have a tendency to believe now, has to do with accepting who-I-am, including the sexual side, with all my heart.

I have aspirations. But I have to start my path from where I am. And maybe the mere acceptance of myself as I am will cause it to change. This is how it happens always. Everything that is being fully accepted, changes into something else.