This is what we can do and this is what we are here for as therapists or healers or whatever.
We only have to assist everything that comes from inside of us in going its way out. It will go if we let it go.
It is all so simple.
So here is what I am letting go of today, this morning, after a night and after a day and after a night and a day and a week and a month and two month and seven years of pain that crawls on you at night and crawls on you in the day and makes you tremble, and makes your nervous system shake day and night, and who makes your body tense, even as you sleep. There is not much that I can do directly with the pain, I have learned this already. I can work at it as we work on changing the direction of a rowboat in the water. We stop rowing in the way we did. We start rowing in the direction we want to go. The boat will still go some more in the direction it was going before, because of the momentum. But eventually, at some point, and it is hard to know exactly where this point is, the boat will be going in the new direction. Not exactly as we planned, but still, in the direction that you want to go. Maybe it will turn out to be even better than you thought?
And how do we let go of things? How do we let go of the old direction?
We just see them from a deeper state. That’s all we have to do. A deeper state means that it is the energy of the truth of who we are. The endless love, the endless joy.
And how do we start rowing in the direction we want to go?
We just stay more in the energy of who we are.
All is a play.
And what a wonderful playing it is.
I
With the beliefs that I have made
With the trees in me
With the beauty and craziness of it all
In me
I
Take the trees for example
Growing from the hard earth
Like habits
Drinking the blood of the fields
I
Look at the grimace on my face
It is coming out now
From memories
Of colors in the past
I.
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