The sun
Once I lived on the ancient plains
Many mornings the sun came up
Over the trees
For many lifetimes I walked
To reach the sun
Until the sun came up in me.
Archive for the 'Inner light' Category
136. The sun
Published November 10, 2012 energy , evolving , healing , Inner light , intuition , Physical and non physical , Spiritual , Truth Leave a CommentTags: ancient, lifetimes, sun
133. The beauty of it all
Published September 24, 2012 evolving , healing , Inner light , intuition , Physical and non physical , Spiritual , The world of thoughts , Truth 1 CommentTags: beauty, conflict, identifying, in, infinite, light, out, play, right, wrong
Where am I?
When you are in a conflict
Between doing this or that
In your view
The light is outside of you
But the truth is that the light
Is in you
You are the light
And the conflict
Is a beautiful thing
Happening inside of you.
The mistake that we make
Is identifying with things
And not with what they appear in
What sees them
And what plays with them.
So when you start identifying
With the true you
The infinite
It is not important any more
Which side is right
And which one is wrong
What becomes significant
Is the beauty of it all
And the ability to change it
At will.
132. Not seeking any more
Published September 18, 2012 evolving , healing , Inner light , Physical and non physical , Spiritual , The world of thoughts Leave a CommentTags: burning, dance, dead leaves, fear, holding hands, joy, pain, sadness, seeking, tapestry
Joy is a dance
When the whispering pain
Is like burning
The dead leaves want to show you the way
But joy
In spite of fear
Is a dance
The flower of sadness
Is part
Of the tapestry of life
And like joy
It is busy holding hands
With truth.
Not seeking any more
For better air or light.
130. Hard work
Published August 15, 2012 energy , evolving , healing , Inner light , intuition , making art , Physical and non physical , Reading art , Spiritual , The world of thoughts Leave a CommentTags: busy, ceremony, decee, hard work, important, practical, priestess, slaves
Hard work
Who cannot join the hard work?
Is it you?
We have to move this
Elaborate metal decorated practical thing
For some important reason
All the busy knowledgeable workmen
Have the appropriate keys, and you?
They have hot bodies and tired feet
The priestess gives them blessings
Go, go in that direction
What is it that they carry?
Are they slaves
Carrying something heavy
Like a big ceremonial plough?
Women and children are always there to look
And over everybody’s head
Is the decree
That you should work hard.
128. Emancipation
Published August 13, 2012 energy , evolving , healing , Inner light , intuition , making art , Physical and non physical , Spiritual Leave a CommentTags: beingness, emancipation, flesh, painful, sick
Gone
From sick and painful
Not to healthy in the flesh
But to the health of all there is
Both sick and healthy
Gone
Into the state of beingness.
127. Real or unreal, good or bad
Published July 29, 2012 energy , evolving , healing , Inner light , intuition , making art , Physical and non physical , Reading art , Spiritual , The world of thoughts Leave a CommentTags: ancient, bad, eye, forever, good, real, unreal
The eye
There is an eye
Everything grows around it
Real or unreal
We are always on the back of ancients
Good or bad
If you want to live forever
Do nothing
Settle in the eye.
Every time I sit down to draw and write it surprises me. I never know what will come out in the drawing and in the words.
I know that even if we do not want to live forever we do. But this is how the words came and I respected it. I know that it is not an eye that sees and knows everything. It is something that we cannot describe in words without making it into what it is not.
I know that it is impossible to describe things as real or unreal, and that there is no good or bad. Yet I wrote it as I did.
Don’t believe any word I say.
126. Seemed to be
Published July 29, 2012 energy , evolving , healing , Inner light , intuition , making art , Physical and non physical , Reading art , Spiritual , The world of thoughts 1 CommentTags: businessman, desert landscape, energy, love, mysterious, shift, space
All is not what it seems to be
What seemed like an iron plate
On the road
Turned out to be an open space
Receding
What looked like a weary figure
Bent by hard work and headless
Turned to be a source
Of unknown energies
What seemed like the usual
Santa Fe desert landscape
Turned out to be
Mysterious shifting planes
What looked like the shadow of a businessman
Turned out to be endlessly deep
And the source
Of tremendous love.
125. Rain long gone
Published July 24, 2012 evolving , healing , Inner light , intuition , making art , Physical and non physical , Reading art , Spiritual , The world of thoughts 3 CommentsTags: infinity, memories, person, potential, time-space, worries
Creating timespace from infinity
I am just a memory
Of what it was
To be a person
I am the potential for more too
But I forgot
There is a big reason to frown
My memories think
As I am creating timespace
Every day
Far from infinity
I don’t even remember
That I can make all worries extinct
Or look like a fluffy cloud
Of rain long gone.
123. The creator
Published July 21, 2012 energy , evolving , healing , Inner light , intuition , making art , Physical and non physical , Reading art , Spiritual Leave a CommentTags: ageless, creator, magical, untouchable
The creator baby
He came with
An uncanny talent
The discovery of which
Is connected to pain
He is
Bigger than me
Lovely and untouchable
Very close and very far
And he is
In me
He knows how to do things
Like a magical being
Like the operator behind the scene
He is
The ageless baby.
122. A soft dark secret
Published July 19, 2012 energy , evolving , healing , Inner light , intuition , making art , Physical and non physical , Reading art , Spiritual Leave a CommentTags: barrier, bleeding, dark secret, don't deserve, fear, free, illusion, light, shine, what to do
A late night drawing:
Soft dark secret
The morning words:
If you have
A soft dark secret
That’s how high you can get
Before it starts
Bleeding
Then you start
Coming close together
Out of fear
And even though
We provide a sky for you
You feel that it is limited
And pressured
And of course you hear a whisper
In the ear, saying
Dark secret…
Dark secret…
The words after the words:
All that comes after these words is an illusion of course.
The bleeding is a way for the energy to go.
It can only go down because the person feels that it is impossible to go up (the pressured sky). There is also the violet barrier at the top.
The left side wants to escape in another direction but is encumbered by the secret.
The fact that the same color is used for the dark secret and the barrier at the top means that the barrier is about the secret. It says: If this is what you did you don’t deserve to go higher than this.
I know I have to release this. But again, as it happened in the past, even though this is what I think, I do not feel like doing the release process. I have a feeling there is another way.
This was an illusion that I created and now I play suffering from it.
When people speak and do and the speaking and doing do not match, I believe in what they do.
When I think and feel and the thinking and feeling do not match, I believe in what I feel.
I speak with Int.
1. I want to be free.
2. How? What to do now?
And I do another drawing.
Shine
And the words come:
Let your pain and suffering
Come out as light
It is life on earth
It is part of being here
Open the storehouse
Of light
And shine
At first it will come out
With stones
And broken teeth
But then
Only light will flow.
This is the way.
And I said: OK.
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